Happy birthday Molly!!!

Happy Birthday Molly. How I wonder what you'd look like now as a 13 year old young woman. We missed you tons today, went out to the movies, and had your favorite ice cream too. We've decided that we're going to do things on your birthday as a family now, to remember, and be together.

Here's to another year past.. We love you angel..

Love,
Mommy

MIA

Well I've been out of the bloggin world for a couple weeks.. It's been interesting to say the least. Sooo here goes... Bad news out of the way first.. Aunt Shirley died on July 21st, and our niece Missy died yesterday early in the morning. (sigh) This is getting ridiculous.

On to better news, DH and I are doing well, I've been feeling better in general about life and what not. I've also met someone that I think is pretty damn special too. I know I know.. Ya'll who don't agree with my life style can just up and bite me.. Anyway, this person is sweet, cuddly, fun, silly, and all those good things that I love to be around, and!! And!! I get 2 doses of it.. From DH and the other guy. I don't know where it's going right now, I'm just having a good time getting to know him. I hope to get to know him even better in the future too. We'll see what comes of this in the mean time I'll just keep my fingers crossed that I don't fuck things up like I'm usually bound to do.

Family update.. The boys are getting big.. Butter's 1st birthday is rapidly approaching. (gasp) He's such a good little dude. Here bask in his cuteness.

Hard to believe that 11 months ago he was born 15 ft from where I write this. And 15 ft the other direction he's snoring happily in his sleep.. (sigh) I love babies.

Xan too is doing well.. If you take the time to forget all the 3-4 year old BS that goes down.. Here's a newer pic of my little tornado..



Alright kiddies that's it for now.. Much loves and stuff..

Pirates!! Arrrrrrrrr!!!

So my friend Michele's birthday was yesterday so I made this for her... It's bright red cordoroy, and black cotton skulls and crossbones for the strap and lining.. Complete with cell pocket and hand appliqued peace sign... :-D I totally rock sometimes...

Pride weekend!!!

WAS AWESOME!

Love from your little brother

“If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together.. there is something you must always remember. you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. but the most important thing is, even if we're apart.. i'll always be with you.”

My son was watching Winnie the Pooh and I heard this come wafting in from the living room.. Shortly followed by his voice yelling, "Alway be wit you sissa". My little man stood below our mantel blowing kisses to his big sister's picture that sits next to her ashes.

He knows that "sissa" is gone, and seems to know that she's still somewhere. He occasionally sees a school bus and screams out "SISSA HOME MAMA!". It breaks my heart that's he's holding out hope that she'll be home soon, but warms it too that he still remembers her. I hope as he gets older he continues to remember her and tells their little brother about her.

FIRST EGG!!

Well it's the 2nd egg I've found today but the first one was crushed on the porch.. (I think Betty laid on the porch and the dog found it.) Here is a pic!!


Xan is very, very, very proud of his Tickens.. He carried the egg around the house for a good long while then decided that it was time to "make it!" So I made him a fresh scrambled egg with ketchup on the side...

Yay!! We officially don't have to buy eggs anymore!! YIPPIE!!!

Ok, fess up someone didn't tell that rabbit shit was soooooo bad.. Picture this is you will.. 10pm slowly heading to bed. Frantic knocking at the front door.. WTF?! Look out the window and there is a very upset looking man I've never met on the porch. He quickly introduces himself,

"Hi!-I'm-your-backyard-neighbor-(insert name I can't recall)-your-yard-is-on-fire!"

Me: Say what?!

We take off running around that house while I yell at mitch, "YARD!! FIRE!! UGH!!"

Get to the back yard and sure enough flames.. To make the whole thing even worse, it's the compost bins on fire..........and!! And!! Our firewood pile has started to catch.. I run around the yard in the dark trying to find a hose... Neighbor and I both start putting it out and laughing over it..

Apparently this is what I get for cleaning the rabbit hutch on a 90 degree day, and not stirring or adding water. UGH.

Moral of the story... Hay + Rabbit shit + 90 degree weather = SPONTANEOUS COMBUSTION!! Oy!! Pics to be added later..